Yellow Bellow

So okay by  now if you don't know i'm with Andy then i don't blame you because well I don't talk about it but like keep up. 

Anyways, it hasn't been easy as gean and polo know but i am okay where i am right now. In other news I painted my nails yellow because polo said I should be ballsy and let me tell you BEst decision of my life... okay no getting my pods was even tho I can't find them. Also andy wants me to move in with him which if my mom makes me get rid of scully then I might have to pero idk you know I've never lived with anyone before. 

so if I'm freaking out its not because of andy you know... well... but just because everything would be different.  

AND I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO GO BACK ON ANY OF MY ACTION 

that shit is going to be permanent !! 

idk and also my mood swings are insane like i can't even stay on the phone with him without feeling weird. Like i always end up hanging up the call with him because I get anxious and worried that he doesn't want to talk to me or that i'm annoying him because i'm either talking to much about shit he probably doesn't even care about or that i'm not talking to him enough.

Gean is the bestestest of the friends. He always checks that i'm okay and he listens even if he doesn't agree with me. He doesn't judge me. Even tho I know it must be difficult for him to  do that because of how close he is with kris but I'm just glad he know how to deal with everything. ily geansito

Polito is also the bestestest of the friends. He supports me in all my phases my mad ones, my sad ones, my imma destroy the world ones. He also never judges me... and if he does he does a real good job of making it up for it. He's so sweet idk how i went a year w/o him. ily polito 

I don't NEED to have these people in my life but I WANT them. I would do anything for them.