treatment

I suppose I am in a recovery period. Yeah, that’s what we’re calling it. Taking some time for just my headspace. It honestly seems stupid because I waste so much time and when I say wasted I mean WASTED so much time! Anything good I thought I would accomplish or thought I was working for something I either ruined it or just simply didn’t actually put any effort into it. Now I feel like I have to numb myself out until I can really get my shit together.

My focus is always on the wrong things. That being said I don’t believe I’ve mentioned it on here, but I took on skating finally. I’m like a month and a half in and I have nearly got the ollie down. I want to interact with other skater because maybe that way I could learn from how others do it or at least what helped them learn. I think maybe later today I will finish my Hidan painting.

I also have been procrastinating the new segments I want to incorporate into the website. I want to start typing up some of my individual stories along with my thoughts about the current event. Especially with this year having so many surprises.