she was not having it that day

Call me sensitive but what is up with people being so mean ? I am not referring to the obvious mean like “you’re ugly”, I am referring to the people who love to give backhanded compliment or like bait conversations with you just to twist your words or like spin a perspective of you.

Don’t get me wrong growing up in LA like we have all moved funny at some point, weather you care to admit it or not, sometimes you have to adapt. There is zero need to fish for shit.

If you don’t fuck with people stand on it.

Pause.

Let’s get a little closer to home, I am not part of a “crowd” I don’t claim any one neighborhood, I don’t claim much, so the way I carry/ portray myself isn’t to be accepted by everyone, not everyone will agree, but I can guarantee people will have opinions about it (OBVIOUSLY LIKE IM NOT A FUCKING FIVE YEAR OLD I GET IT). I don’t stress about anyones opinion really. It’s the people who focus on ME, and can’t figure thier own shit before they start telling me about my priorities.

Like okay maybe the place I’m at in life isn’t somewhere you like to be or admire, but I know how far I’ve come. I know that more than half of the people I involve or associate myself with, now, don’t know who I was /how I lived before 2020.

To an extent I realize I’m probably giving too much attention to these things.