a word from lean

is it you ?

is it you ?

what should i say ?

I do a lot of bold things. You know I’m not really sure what I want to say. There isn’t much to me really. I think kaleen likes to come off as interesting because she likes to feel loved or i don’t know what she wants. She just want everyone to like her. I’m trying to change her. This tends to back fire on me and she takes it as life being super fucked up to her.

Kaleen baby, I’m here to tell you, to grow up. Who cares that people talked about you in middle school. Of course, it was your prime time and its when most people make their bonds with their friends, but it’s okay I didn’t get close to anyone. Its okay that even though you and your sister lived very similar lives almost identical but she got to make strong bond with people. Ironic how we always come off as the social ones but we don’t really have people to count on. Your sister doesn’t talk to many but she has alot of close friends around that care for her. Just like your last man, he was surrounded by real friends and maybe thats why you were always so erked all the time. You have shit you like to make other peoples problems that you have to let go of or deal with but figure it out !

Lean… respectfully you’re full of shit. You don’t know how to be wrong. Its laughable honestly dude. You think because you could brush off a traumatic experience you’re somehow ‘special’. Maybe, because you’re not always in your full senses you don’t realize things in the proper perspective? Or I don’t know man, but I feel like shit because of situations you put me in. I one hundred percent do not care about things that have happened in the past. I overthink everything but eventually everything solves itself man. I hope you look bac at this, or maybe try this more often, but I think you gotta let go man. Everything that affects you, you link with something that’s happened to us, or you bring up things to make me feel worse. Like why? Why feed into it lean why ? But okay, keep it up. I mean…

There is always just one in the end.