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Turning 25 is CRAZY.
How come no one ever advised me that once you turn 25 your perspective changes ?? Yes, you hear,
“ when you grow up you’ll think different.”
I never got told that once you turn 25 your view changes. You see things different. It isn’t different though, it’s eye opening. It feels like a switch. Like, someone came and turned your lights on. Light being logical. Strange, because I felt like I always tried to think logically before letting my emotions take over. Little did I know, that I got caught up in the idea rather than my actual actions.
Don’t get me wrong I am still going to go and have myself a couple shots, but I will go take a couple shots to clear my mind + get shit done. Let me tell you, how I can be sober 24 hours sober and be miserable, and be at work for a 12hr shift crossed and living my best life.
On another note, why is suicide such a tabu topic ?
Its not that serious because like :
It happens everyday
Everyone will go through it so why NOT talk about it
WE CAN’T STOP IT
So what its soo bad about wanting it to happen prematurely ?
As much as I will enjoy it, like why must I experience it ? If the answer is, “ we can’t know iT ALL” then I will keep asking why. Like a paradox ? but not really. You know ?