3am

For the last week I have woken up from 3:20am to 3:35am.

The first thing I do is check the time. I wake up and crave water the instant I wake up honestly. Two nights ago, I decided to purchase two gallons of water just for my bedroom. I have gone through them.

I’m notorious for waking up fully energized at 3am. I can go to sleep early but i’ll wake up half way through the night. Usually, I have to smoke a bowl or take melatonin or i’ll be up until 7am and then want to sleep. Which is such an annoying habit to have because half of the time my day starts at that time.

Yuki (my puppy baby) usually moves with me. That means if I get up: he gets up. If I empty my bladder at 3am: he wants to empty his bladder at 3am. So, I just take him outside, but just to the corner of my house. Just so he can have some kind of release. It hasn’t been as dreadful as i thought it would be.

November is coming to an end, which means I am giving myself until the end of December to get my license. It been a month since I got my permit. I need to learn to say no to the bar so that I can focus on my car.

• wake up

• check time

• drink water

• smoke

• contemplate life

Come January I will get my passport and my first trip will be Toronto. I know Toronto is so random, however my motive is to go see Mom Jeans. I do think I want it to be a solo trip, have a full experience and blog about it. I think some time with my thoughts and music is just what a girl like me needs.