just a file

Once, I was shown this video about a guy and his journey to find the end of the world, in literal terms and figuratively. Following that one, a video about a girl. Just a girl, narrating her own life. From start to finish. When she reaches the end of life the narrative changes, to a male. He proceeds to tell about her children and grand children. Until he reaches the end of their everything. He fast forward two hundred years to the guy working in an office reading a file about the girl. He reads it one last time and deletes the file.

and that’s it.

The fear of not existing. Or I don’t know not being conscious. Like i don’t know it wouldn’t be too bad to just be nothing. We’re only human. aha um okay hear me out. If we were like Super Humans I’d understand “oh okay we’re badass we deserve to live”. But no. We’re killing ourselves and our planet. Why would we want to um okay nvm idk

welp okie bye

i was on the train and im here so