dreamy
Strange how when something is going good or feels okay feels so worrisome.
l e a n m o r n i n g t h o u h t s
things can feel so wonderful
almost obviously it won’t last long …
do you ever relive memories
so vividly
you feel like your walking straight toward that moment in that moment?
Wow okay it’s been like a couple of days since i wrote that. But it was still drafted and i couldn’t delete it, I mean I wrote it for a reason.
On another note, I don’t get sleep. Not that I don’t get MUCH of it. No. None. I always toss and turn and wake up every two hours. When I say wake up I mean I open my eyes and realize i’ve been up its just now my eyes are open.