About a Girl

Lately, I have been feeling so much I don’t know how to channel everything or what even causes it anymore. I feel like I cannot talk to anyone about anything, without someone twisting my words into something else and by the time that happens I feel so drained and convinced that no matter what I say, it will not make a difference. Feels like I am just excepting whatever bad happens to me.

I looked up what I could do to help me and one suggestion was to write about and well i already write about it. I used to write all the time and when I would write I wouldn’t get episodes like the ones I get now. I honestly forgot why I wrote to begin with. I mean, sometimes I tell people why I write, but I stopped writing day to day and I don’t express myself like I should. I’m too afraid to actually do what I please at time because I don’t want to lose the people I care about . The people who I consider important are always the ones that make me feel worse.

Seems about right. lol