thorn on a rose

Important people in my life make me feel very anxious. Well, it’s funny how that works huh, the only people that should really impact my state of mind should be my family. However, those aren’t the people I was referring to. No it’s the people that I chose to give importance to that are thriving this particular rant. I must state that I don’t believe they are fully aware that they have this much impact on my mood ,along with other things they are probably not aware of, so I just feel like I can’t blame them for the way that I take things or just the feeling that I get when they do certain things. I understand this is very vague, I’ll try my best to rant in the most discreet and descriptive way possible.

These two people have no correlation to each-other, they just both happen to be important to me. One is just confusing the shit out of me and I really dislike when people think that they could act a type of way with me just because I could be forgiving. TO a point where it is just disrespectful. I do believe people could change but how long until you know? You know when it’s time to say enough is enough?

you know maybe I will revisit this and add on to it because I could really go into what I want to say… I-

I just don’t know can’t do it right now. just. I should say no… with my chest.