morning howls

The Lone Wolf

What does being the lone wolf really mean? Yes, we know that being the one who choses not to follow the pack (well not always willing). When I see someone on their own I don’t think ‘ohmygod that person is alone they must hate it!’ If anything I feel envy that this person, just like me can be on their own without it affecting them at all. Who knows if that really is that case but that is my initial thought.

Then I start daydreaming and visualizing that persons life. What are the type of people that they choose to interact with. What their voice sounds like and what could really hurt this person. Not physically but HURT the person. It could be a dead relative or a puppy they are really attached to. It could also be that they have no relatives or pets so none of those things affect them. A complete mystery.

Opposed to someone in a crowd. You see who they choose to be in that moment. Let’s be real, it’s rare that you meet someone in a crowd that actually behaved the way they should. Yes, that is probably just me (lean) judging out of my experiences. However, I did say ‘rare’.

I have always been intimidated because you know I’m a loser blah blah blah and regardless people are just meeting new people they don’t over analyze everything… well some do. SEE WHY DO I DO THAT? contradict everything I say. Well because what do I know? you know? anyways good talk