ENOUGH

It will never feel enough to be enough. At least to me. I want to learn everything there is to learn. I want to be capable to do anything I desire to … on my own. I do not know who I feel I must be enough for, if I had to assume I had to be enough for myself… I am not. Yet, at the same time I wouldn’t even know what enough is. Most times I wish I was just content, I am okay with where I am at the moment. I know there is not much I could ask for at my age. There is though! I am two years pass due. At no one’s fault but my own.

It’s funny. I think of when society was nothing like it was today(obviously i didn't live through it), where everything was so simple. Nobody new what to expect about anything. I there is just so much that has been made aware to us… and now NOW i am aware of everything I am not aware of. I want to learn everything there is to learn and prove I have learned everything. How do I do that and still fit into the day to day expectable society? To be enough for everyone else so that I could learn to be enough for myself?