third eye bling

Wow that last entry was super intense, my apologies. It was a rough weekend. You know, I still feel that sting in my chest but I am so grateful that I am living my own life now that I feel like I must let things take their course. I am capable of so much that I am truly excited to see all the new interests i have in the future and how I will improve the person I have learned to be. I cannot change the things that have happened to me nor can I take back the actions that i have done, but I could sure learn from them and not run from the lessons.

It is nice to begin my OWN journey. Nothing I choose to do must hurt me. I must be cautious of not hurting those around me, but still follow my own aspirations. I have to be able to look at my face, body and soul without killing my own spirit. I will learn to be content and learn to love my neighbor. I am ready to be content. And although, i am not now… I can be numb until I find myself because nothing and no one should prevent me from my path.

I am learning to be in people’s presence as well. I know that I am nothing like others… but there is a common ground and I can be okay with that.