think i’d believe me

Hello, yesterday I started working on this mini project ! I found these perfect square cut out of cardboard! I found them in a box at work. But they’re not just any cardboard cut outs, no… okay these were sturdy mhm. Well okay, so I painted the backgrounds on them each a different one (right obviously) , and like I haven’t finished it but I am thinking of adding different images on each. Maybe I’ll do a landscape one.

Two weeks ago, oh no I think its three now, okay well the other day I woke up for a regular day of work. That day I had to download Lyft because the Uber fair was twice the price. You want to know WHY the Uber fair was twice the price? People ! Everything has been closed because of the whole pandemic, so obviously there has been no real demand for Ubers. Now they are and I hate it. Because of this I had to get Lyft. So I requested the ride and I just started to put my shoes. When I went to check how far it was I was so happy it was only six minutes away, because if I’m being frank I was running late to work. When I noticed the name of the driver, he I saw he had my biologicals fathers name right there on the screen, right next to his picture.

I honestly, couldn’t believe it. I decided to cancel the ride. I realized I hasn’t put my government name on the account ( thank God).If it was a sign from the universe, somehow throwing the ball in my court, I chose to just walk away from it. I am doing some kind of connecting to new members of my life and I think that for now I don’t want more. I want things to be stable with me.

This new connections I have recently been introduced too has only brought reassurance into my life. Not because I went out looking for it. Everything happened so suddenly and I am learning that I must have something attached to my name. When someone ask me who I am I want to know who that is, instead of wondering with them.