i woke up upset

Sometimes I wake up upset. Like bothered. I honestly think I dreamt something that probably hit too close to home. Or maybe something that made me insecure.

Insecurity is a funny thing. It takes over my whole body sometimes. The strangest things will make me insecure. I will get triggered by someone saying I’m GenZ . Why would that bug me ? I mean if you google search ‘gen z’ it will say the age group for gen z would be from 11-26 years old. Which I am. SO why would that upset me? In the moment I honestly thought the person was trying to be disrespectful.

How is that disrespectful though ? Well, I’m used to people telling how I’m too young to know how to know whats important or they’ll comment

“well you’re still young” after decisions I make.

You know, I was going to go on a whole tangent explaining how every time I do get insecure theres a reason behind it, but honestly it comes down to me having build up anger. Anger I never released properly or at all. Does it even help bringing up all those topics up ? The past already happened. I suppose in order to fully release and get rid of this anger IS to talk about it. Let it out.

But when ? When will it ever be appropriate ?