level of concern

So I think it’s established that I need therapy. It isn’t like I’m avoiding it or like I am against it. I don’t even know where I would find one. My mom is always telling me that I should be normal and like deal with my problems like a normal person. I always thought that was harsh but I think she never knew how to phrase what she wanted to say.

I handle most of my problems very child like… on the bright side I can spot out when I think it is too childish. I notice too late also pero hey progress is progress. It is very hard to admit when I’ve done something wrong (and boy have I been wrong these last years), but I also know when to suck it up and learn from my actions.